Had a quarrel before I went to bed last night. Dear asked me if I really want to go out. I said I do not mind. Then he said he do not want. I said it is fine with me. "You sure?" was his reply. Then, I said, "Yes, I do not want to go out tomorrow." He then said he want to meet me!!! Pissed!!! Said he will tell me the answer this morning.
After washing up, I messaged him again. We decided to meet this evening.
At around 9.30am, he messaged me. He had just left the hotel. I told him he must be tired, we can meet another day. But he still insist on meeting me.
From the time I start work till 4pm, things was going fine. However, after I came back from waking him up, I was totally occupied with work. Half of my mind was rather worried. Worried whether he will be angry if I was late. Also worried he will just leave if I am not ready but the time he arrive.
Made 2 mistakes in such a short period of time. Sent the wrong confirmation letter to a company. The secretary called up Angelina to ask her, who in turn called us to ask us. I had no time to explain to them at all as I was very very uptied then.
When I called him at 5.30pm, he had just left home. He still can joke that he has reached already. I was already so panicky and he can still laugh about it. I was pissed. Even teared alittle. Darlene almost found out that I was crying. But I managed to act as if nothing happened.
He called me again when he reached. Told him I would be there by 6.30pm. Said since I am so busy, he will just go to work, and let me finish up my work and go home. Was in no mood to talk to him. I said anything. Knowing that I am pissed, he still waited for me.
Called him when I left the hotel. Quarrelled again. He just do not want to tell me where is he. Asked me to tell him where I want to meet him, but he did not know he to go. Brought up the above matter of to meet or not to meet today again.
In the end, we met at Suntec City to go there to watch movie. White Chicks was the show. A very hilarious one. While watching, Ein Ein messaged me. Said I had left a correspondence lying on the table. But I thought I had left everything in my tray? The table seems empty when I left. Wonder how to face all of them tomorrow. Did so many mistakes today. Life still goes on...
After the show, went to Lau Pa Sat to eat again as usual. This time round, however, we did not eat satay. Instead, we ordered fried rice, chicken and kang kong. Not good a choice at all. fried rice was oily, chicken was salty and kang kong was tasteless.
Walked to Tanjong Pagar MRT station and sat outside there for a chat. Today, he suddenly said he want to being me to many palces.
- India
- His home town
- Australia
- Eat seafood
Seems like we have plans to go to alot of places. Will we have the opportunity to go to all thoes places we mentioned? I hope so. Really hope so.
He also said that he want to meet me on Thursday. It is his off day then. Unbelievable. He seldom asked me out and NEVER go out on his off day, except to Malaysia. I find it hard to believe. Very hard to believe. Will this happen? We shall see on that day. Thought of staying out that night. I do not mind actually dear. If not, just roam around the streets at night then head home. Just realised that besides Elaine, he makes a good walking companion also. Just love the feeling of taking a walk to nowhere with my love ones.
Anyway, have been having this question in my mind all this while. Is there a right and wrong way of french? What should the actual feeling be? Feel so disgusted with myself. The feeling I gave myself just now. Hope there is some improvement next time round...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:50 PM
